when??

Kakak perempuanku yg pertama punya 2 org anak...kmrn wktu pulang k mkssar,dia ngomong "yakin mau nikah umur segitu?".."yakin sdh siap kyk gini?" *sambil nidurin 2 anaknya.

it sounds a simple conv. But after that I step backward,..
Waktu smp sy bercita2 nikah muda...umur 23 sdh matanglah,punya baby kembar umur segitu kykx cool abiz *sambil ngebayangin dorong kereta bayi pake celana pendek+kaos oblong+sepatu teplek..wuiih ibu muda,coy*

honestly,tidak ada yg slh dr nikah muda..even slh 1 shbt baik ku,sdh menikah dan punya anak umur 2 thn dan mereka happy2 sj kok *hug..
balik lg ke masing2 orangx,ada yg mmg sudah dewasa,ada yg sudah siap mental dan materi,ada yg msh kekanak2an,ada yg kebelet,ada yg didesak,dsb..
Decision is yours!
and here I'm..24 thn,single,msh santai (mungkin),msh kekanak2an(mungkin),and I just make a friend as much as I can^^..

mksd trselubung dr postingan post ini adalah:
Do not ask "when will you get married?" With people who had no relationship..
better you ask "sdh dapat gantinya belum? Klo belum,sini sama om #eh"..



-dedicated bt shabat2ku yg pd pusing bt persiapan married (especially jean dan cak)..
*hug

you.

My God always be the reason why i still fight..
My God is the reason why i still sing..
My God is The reason why I smiled after all this pain.
My God is The reason why I laugh after all this sadness.
And one reason that I'm glad to hear that in the middle of my sadness, HE gave me you,maybe for a while and realized someday I'll lose you but do not worry,i do love it.
Yaa..I love to having you.
Just having you,not to make you be mine.
mostly because If I let this feel growth it will hurt some people,hmmm me too i think. Especially HIM who gave me you,maybe^^.
thank you for the gift,..
you,yes you! still be my king of solution.



-wait,is it me? Haha..
-end .___.