Kakak perempuanku yg pertama punya 2 org anak...kmrn wktu pulang k mkssar,dia ngomong "yakin mau nikah umur segitu?".."yakin sdh siap kyk gini?" *sambil nidurin 2 anaknya.
it sounds a simple conv. But after that I step backward,..
Waktu smp sy bercita2 nikah muda...umur 23 sdh matanglah,punya baby kembar umur segitu kykx cool abiz *sambil ngebayangin dorong kereta bayi pake celana pendek+kaos oblong+sepatu teplek..wuiih ibu muda,coy*
honestly,tidak ada yg slh dr nikah muda..even slh 1 shbt baik ku,sdh menikah dan punya anak umur 2 thn dan mereka happy2 sj kok *hug..
balik lg ke masing2 orangx,ada yg mmg sudah dewasa,ada yg sudah siap mental dan materi,ada yg msh kekanak2an,ada yg kebelet,ada yg didesak,dsb..
Decision is yours!
and here I'm..24 thn,single,msh santai (mungkin),msh kekanak2an(mungkin),and I just make a friend as much as I can^^..
mksd trselubung dr postingan post ini adalah:
Do not ask "when will you get married?" With people who had no relationship..
better you ask "sdh dapat gantinya belum? Klo belum,sini sama om #eh"..
-dedicated bt shabat2ku yg pd pusing bt persiapan married (especially jean dan cak)..
*hug
Saturday 9 August 2014
you.
My God always be the reason why i still fight..
My God is the reason why i still sing..
My God is The reason why I smiled after all this pain.
My God is The reason why I laugh after all this sadness.
And one reason that I'm glad to hear that in the middle of my sadness, HE gave me you,maybe for a while and realized someday I'll lose you but do not worry,i do love it.
Yaa..I love to having you.
Just having you,not to make you be mine.
mostly because If I let this feel growth it will hurt some people,hmmm me too i think. Especially HIM who gave me you,maybe^^.
thank you for the gift,..
you,yes you! still be my king of solution.
-wait,is it me? Haha..
-end .___.
Wednesday 18 June 2014
anonymous
Loving you is the most profound,intense,painful experince in my life. In fact, it' been almost too much to bear
as your man,I made a silent vow to protect you from the world,never realizing I was the one who would end up hurting you the most.
when I flash forward,my heart breaks. Mostly because I can't imagine you speaking of me with any sort of pride
maybe I cares nothing and everything at the same time.
noble in thought,weak in action.
something has to change,something has to give
-anonymous-
(Demi appun,ini bukan karyaku...ini titipan ungkapan hati dr seseorang bt seseorang yg jauh dsna..dan semoga yg trbaik sj bt kedua kakak-ku itu) ^^
as your man,I made a silent vow to protect you from the world,never realizing I was the one who would end up hurting you the most.
when I flash forward,my heart breaks. Mostly because I can't imagine you speaking of me with any sort of pride
maybe I cares nothing and everything at the same time.
noble in thought,weak in action.
something has to change,something has to give
-anonymous-
(Demi appun,ini bukan karyaku...ini titipan ungkapan hati dr seseorang bt seseorang yg jauh dsna..dan semoga yg trbaik sj bt kedua kakak-ku itu) ^^
Monday 16 June 2014
we are not carl & ellie
Sekali-sekali bolehlah posting2 hal serius d blog ini..:p... toh,postingan trkhir blog ini jg hmpir 2 thn lalu..^^
Carl and ellie...did you know them? My fav couple di slh satu cartoon trnama "up"..
Mereka romantis,mereka setia,mereka baik,mereka sm2 pengertian,mereka sm2 tidak egois,mereka saling menerima plus minus psangannya,dan mereka saling mencintai.. (bt yg msh bengong mereka siapa,pake android kan? Iphone?ada modem? Lg d warnet pacaran? (Wait,yg ini msh jaman?).....googling de..hehe
intinya,they are so cool!!
(catet ya,d film ini mereka dikisahkan tdk punya anak)..Sejak prtama kali pacaran,mereka selalu menyimpan foto2 kenangan dalam 1 album. Nah,ada 1 adegan favoritku dmn ketika ellie sdh meninggal, carl mnyempatkan melihat2 album fto itu. Carl menemukan ada 1 space di halaman trkhir,ditulis dgn tulisan tgn ellie " thank you for the adventure..now go have a new one"
maybe,sometimes. Kita tidak harus sprti carl dan ellie atau lbh tepatnya kita tdk ditakdirkan mnjadi carl dan ellie. Tidak semua pasangan berakhir dgn "growing old together", ad yang harus selesai,ad yg harus ke lain hati,ad yang dipaksa berpisah,ad yg memang mau tdk mau suka tdk suka harus berpisah,dan lain lain. Tapi,sy belajar bnyak entah dr kisah sendiri (alaaahhhh :p) atau dr kisah2 org lain,bahwa mencintai itu dr hati,do your best to your couple,dan ketika smua HARUS berjalan tidak seindah harapanmu,ya mungkin ini saatx meniru ellie dan harus brkata " thank you for the adventure now go have a new one" :
And you,.thank you :')
Carl and ellie...did you know them? My fav couple di slh satu cartoon trnama "up"..
Mereka romantis,mereka setia,mereka baik,mereka sm2 pengertian,mereka sm2 tidak egois,mereka saling menerima plus minus psangannya,dan mereka saling mencintai.. (bt yg msh bengong mereka siapa,pake android kan? Iphone?ada modem? Lg d warnet pacaran? (Wait,yg ini msh jaman?).....googling de..hehe
intinya,they are so cool!!
(catet ya,d film ini mereka dikisahkan tdk punya anak)..Sejak prtama kali pacaran,mereka selalu menyimpan foto2 kenangan dalam 1 album. Nah,ada 1 adegan favoritku dmn ketika ellie sdh meninggal, carl mnyempatkan melihat2 album fto itu. Carl menemukan ada 1 space di halaman trkhir,ditulis dgn tulisan tgn ellie " thank you for the adventure..now go have a new one"
maybe,sometimes. Kita tidak harus sprti carl dan ellie atau lbh tepatnya kita tdk ditakdirkan mnjadi carl dan ellie. Tidak semua pasangan berakhir dgn "growing old together", ad yang harus selesai,ad yg harus ke lain hati,ad yang dipaksa berpisah,ad yg memang mau tdk mau suka tdk suka harus berpisah,dan lain lain. Tapi,sy belajar bnyak entah dr kisah sendiri (alaaahhhh :p) atau dr kisah2 org lain,bahwa mencintai itu dr hati,do your best to your couple,dan ketika smua HARUS berjalan tidak seindah harapanmu,ya mungkin ini saatx meniru ellie dan harus brkata " thank you for the adventure now go have a new one" :
And you,.thank you :')
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